Procastination is bad

Alright...I admit it. Now as to what I'm admitting to...you'll have to find out! Muahahahaha! *coughcough* Agh...not sure what came over me...Anyways, I haven't even started on Mirrored Eyes chapter 14 or Unescaped Cage chapter 3. The reason for this is simple: I have a lot going on right now, my computer keeps breaking down, I have really really bad headaches, and I can't focus too much on one story at a time. Now...I know most of you think that those are excuses, and trust me, they are. But they also aren't.

Obviously, I can't type when my computer crashes, and, unlike most authors I don't write my chapters ahead. What I post is merely the first draft. I'm seeing how my style gets accepted, what to do, and what not to do. And hey, if I can get feedback other than my family (let's face it, they aren't entirely honest) then that's great! But it also means that I am NOT ALLOWED to edit or fix chapters until the whole story is written out. My parent's rules.

Also, During the winter months I am prone to extremely bad sinus headaches that often end up affecting my school work. Such as now. Right now I'm three days behind in some classes, and obviously, that takes up quite a bit of time.

Now, I think most of you think that just 'cause I don't work on my posted stories means that I haven't written anything when the truth is, I've written nearly everyday since my last update. Up my sleeve I now have a Bowser story, A Super Smash Bros Story, a CROSSOVER between Mario and Naruto, an Oban Star Racers AU fic, and a Phineas and Ferb/Harry Potter fic. Mind you, none of these are completed or even on that first chapter.

Either way, I hope you will forgive me and continue to read. Or if you don't enjoy the wait, enjoy FF.N. OH AND Merry (Early) Christmas!

~Panda

FML Right Now

Wow, my parents must hate me or something. Because no matter what I do it's wrong and met with either offensive sarcasm, or yelling. I can't even get up and enjoy breakfast without them yelling at me. So I've decided that for the rest of today, I am going to sit in front of my door so that no one can open it, unless I decide to go jump out of my window (Second story). Yeah, I may be a bit easily aggravated today, but you know what? That doesn't change the fact that when I get yelled at to do something, and do it, I shouldn't be yelled at because I didn't do something else at the same time! I'm done f****** around with empty threats of this kinda s***. I'm going through with this one, no matter how hungry I get, or how much I have to pee, I'm not moving all day. You can't tell me what to do with my life and how I should be spending my time. NOT EVERYTHING HAS TO BE "PRODUCTIVE" DAD!!!!!