It hurts guys. It really hurts. The physical pain I can stand, but the fact that I had to threaten my little bro that I was going to call the police and have him arrested for assault to get him to back off hurts. And over what. A YouTube video of all things. He's playing it obnoxiously loud on the Wii U Game Pad while I'm trying to watch TV. I reach over and slap a button that turns off the video. How does he answer? Kicking me in the back. It hurt, I couldn't sit up for a few minutes, and in order for him to back off and leave me be, I had to threaten police involvement. I just... I don't know what to say.

Stuff to talk about today...

• dA Battles
• School
• Home life
• Pure Chaos

Procastination is bad

Alright...I admit it. Now as to what I'm admitting to...you'll have to find out! Muahahahaha! *coughcough* Agh...not sure what came over me...Anyways, I haven't even started on Mirrored Eyes chapter 14 or Unescaped Cage chapter 3. The reason for this is simple: I have a lot going on right now, my computer keeps breaking down, I have really really bad headaches, and I can't focus too much on one story at a time. Now...I know most of you think that those are excuses, and trust me, they are. But they also aren't.

Obviously, I can't type when my computer crashes, and, unlike most authors I don't write my chapters ahead. What I post is merely the first draft. I'm seeing how my style gets accepted, what to do, and what not to do. And hey, if I can get feedback other than my family (let's face it, they aren't entirely honest) then that's great! But it also means that I am NOT ALLOWED to edit or fix chapters until the whole story is written out. My parent's rules.

Also, During the winter months I am prone to extremely bad sinus headaches that often end up affecting my school work. Such as now. Right now I'm three days behind in some classes, and obviously, that takes up quite a bit of time.

Now, I think most of you think that just 'cause I don't work on my posted stories means that I haven't written anything when the truth is, I've written nearly everyday since my last update. Up my sleeve I now have a Bowser story, A Super Smash Bros Story, a CROSSOVER between Mario and Naruto, an Oban Star Racers AU fic, and a Phineas and Ferb/Harry Potter fic. Mind you, none of these are completed or even on that first chapter.

Either way, I hope you will forgive me and continue to read. Or if you don't enjoy the wait, enjoy FF.N. OH AND Merry (Early) Christmas!

~Panda

I think... I want to kill my parents right now. I'm dead tired but won't be sleeping any time soon. Why? We just got back, and yes, I do mean JUST got back from a football game. Only reason I agreed to go was because my Uncle coaches one of the teams. No, nothing big, just a High School team. We lost. Badly. The refs didn't help though. Point is that we spent about 2 hours in the car for almost nothing worthwhile and don't get back to the house until about 12:10 AM this morning. The only good news is that I managed to make a decent amount of progress on Pure Chaos. In fact, if I can get myself to work on it, chapter two should finally be done tomorrow. I guess technically today, seeing as it's past midnight. By the way, pray to god you never have to interact with me between the hours of 1 AM and 3 AM. If I am awake during that period, just about all traces of sanity leave me. Yeah... Hilarious for me, not so much for you.

Hello again everyone. I just discovered something. My brother is annoying. Oh wait, I already knew that. Anyways I'm here in Indiana, visiting my Grandma. Yup. We're staying at her house for the rest of the week. Then I get to come home for two days and then it's off to college. Go figure. I think I sometimes make more progress on stories when I have other stuff going on. I guess it's kind of a lazy day type thing, you know?

Ok, Let's get my fanfic update out of the way here first. I have to say that I'm ashamed of myself right now. I can't seem to get myself to start this last chapter of Legend of Lucario. I do want to say, however, that I am really upset that people in my C2 community about TF stories, all you seem to do is Pokémon. ENOUGH! It's Pokémon down the entire page, do we have anything else at all we can add? Half the Pokémon stuff is crap, and almost all of the Digimon stuff is. We have one story from the realm of Hamtaro, although I refuse to read it, I saw the show and wanted to puke. We have maybe 2 stories about Transformers, and 2 or 3 from the Sonic universe. I want something DIFFERENT! Sonic, Transformers, Digimon, they all have potential too, so can we please stop with the massive amounts of Pokémon stuff? In fact, in protest to all of this, I'm putting my story, Pony-taur on hold until after I write a few other stories whose ideas came to me recently, and guess what? You won't see a single Pokémon in any of them. At least I certainly hope not.

Now on to life outside of FanFiction.net...

A Big Day?

Well, got a lot of stuff planned for today... Ok, I don't, but my parent's stuff, my stuff that I want to do and need to do all add up to a lot... Let's see, we got, my littlest brother's swim lessons, I have to take a pre-test, and we are going to go see the new Harry Potter movie. Yeah... it doesn't sound like much, but trust me. It's going to be a pain. Plus I wanted to get my lazy a** in gear and get started on the last(?) chapter of Legend of Lucario.

I'M BACK!!!!

Wow. Boy did I fail for awhile here... Ok, so let me catch you up on all the stuff that's been going down in my life. Just a quick over-view... I hope...

FML Right Now

Wow, my parents must hate me or something. Because no matter what I do it's wrong and met with either offensive sarcasm, or yelling. I can't even get up and enjoy breakfast without them yelling at me. So I've decided that for the rest of today, I am going to sit in front of my door so that no one can open it, unless I decide to go jump out of my window (Second story). Yeah, I may be a bit easily aggravated today, but you know what? That doesn't change the fact that when I get yelled at to do something, and do it, I shouldn't be yelled at because I didn't do something else at the same time! I'm done f****** around with empty threats of this kinda s***. I'm going through with this one, no matter how hungry I get, or how much I have to pee, I'm not moving all day. You can't tell me what to do with my life and how I should be spending my time. NOT EVERYTHING HAS TO BE "PRODUCTIVE" DAD!!!!!

Half-Day to today!

Whoops, I forgot to post yesterday... Oh well, not like this is an obligation...

Well, I am currently sitting at home alone, my brother is out at a soccer game... And everyone else in the family always goes... I really don't like watching sports too much, so it's not like I even want to go. However it can get kinda lonely at home alone...

Yesterday was a fun day though, since it was only a half day, we got out before noon even! So we had a lot of time to mess around online. Although I wanted to play MineCraft with my bro, but without a valid premium log-on, we cannot start the launcher for the game... I can't seem to get my hands on one so we can't both play. I already snagged a launcher that runs for free while MineCraft.net was down and launchers didn't need a valid password to run online, but my bro didn't even have his laptop yet, so the launcher wants a password to run before the Play Offline button will work... dangit, and I had finally gotten the MineCraft Alpha Server program to work...

Oh yeah, and despite me writing down my email address for the guy, I've still yet to receive the information to become the webmaster for the Radio Magruder website... Although I did manage to put up a facebook group...

Ordinary Day...

Hmmm... nothing too special to report today... My brother is happily using his new laptop... I wish I could say that he is now leaving me alone, but he's not... We both played some of Gaia Online's zOMG game... then he whined because I came here to write on my blog... I'm trying to get him to start his own blog but, you know how it is...

In other news one of my friends transferred into my lunch period in school, which is nice because I didn't have too many people to talk to during the period... oh and my guitar teacher brought in an awesome electric guitar and MAN did he rock it... he played some of 2 Metallica songs! I can forget about getting one though... He said that the guitar cost over $1000! And that doesn't include the amp!

Well I'm off to go get some dessert, Sweet and Buttery popcorn, HERE I COME!

Invasion of Privacy

Yeah, they can try all they want, however, no matter how similar their childhood may have been, parents will never understand their kids, at least not as well as they think they do. For one thing they don't seem to get the way my brain operates, for example when I put stuff in my room in a place I am moderately hiding it, or it looks like it might be there on accident, LEAVE IT THERE! Not rifle through my room on a daily basis, digging through my desk and my bookshelves. Yes I'm rather disorganized, but that's just how my brain works. Thank you very much.

In other news, I went to the second Radio Magruder meeting today, and well, I have to say that I was a bit disappointed because of the slight lack of productivity compared to last week, and the fact that people kept getting ignored, although I do acknowledge that it is hard to listen to everyone all the time, I'm hoping we can kind of fix that with the website and FaceBook group. I was supposed to be getting an email from the owner (I can never remember his name) with the email and password for the blogger account but it hasn't arrived yet, so much for "as soon as I get home". Well, something could have come up and I do respect that... Other than that not much going on today...

Hello Blog!

Well I have to say before I start that this is actually my 3rd or so blog... maybe more. You see I've had them come from many different places. I think I had one here, one on my website, one on Gaia Online, and now a new one here, cause I'm too lazy to dig up my old username and password...

Ok... moving on... stuff that has happened recently... well, my brother just told me that his friend offered to give him an old XBox 360 Elite (The friend just bought the brand-new model) so I'm a little upset. After all, I did bust my butt to save up the $300 plus tax that it cost me... Make no mistake, I'm happy for him, but just jealous that I had to work and he gets one for free... especially cause I still owe him $5 from the money he lent me to buy mine before summer ended... oh well, such is the pain in the *** that is life...