The Meaning of Words.

You know those times you just wish someone else could see the way you do?  That you had the words to make them better understand how you view the world and they can show you their view? Just so you both could understand each other a little better? I'm not talking about  simple communication, not really. Sometimes you don't have the words to express just what you see or how you feel, and it's frustrating because what you see can be so amazing  in your eyes that you wish just for a moment, someone else could experience it exactly as you have. Yea when you don't have the words the world is a narrow place, and even if you do, if others do not have the same words it is as if you didn't possess  words at all. It's funny how words shape so much of our lives. Guess that's why I became a writer. I want to have the words to describe everything I'm experiencing to you, and share with you everything as I see it through writing, and have it understood no matter who you are. That is what words are to me.

Ugh...

God, writers block is hitting hard yet again. Trying to overcome it by writing, but it's persistent, always blocking a plots path when its getting good. ABoIaS (A Being of Insect and Steel) is a victim of such. at least halfway through the full chapter 8, only to be blocked.

Right now, I'm trying to find other ways around said writers block, but so far nothing. I do tiny bits on my other stories that are on hold, which works to an extent.

School promotes organized procrastination.

It really does. I'm still working out my schedule but I have so little time that if I don't have to do something right now I won't. All in the name of making way for things I do. I call it organized procrastination. School is demanding, very demanding I've already had two tests in the last three days! Oh well, you know, I just realized I have an assignment due to tomorrow I should be working on....I'll do it later. Wannabe Teacher procrastination for the win! I'm still settling into my schedule at school since it has me up at ungodly hours like i said but, I'm getting there, once I get it panned out I'll start working on my stories some more. I've been working on the current ones and a few new ones in my free time, nothing I'm comfortable posting just yet mind you because my writing style has changed again. But,I'll deal with that hurdle later too, after I finish my assignment. Night ya'll.

Well, here we are again! Only this time, I have something to actually report. I just finished writing chapter 3 of Pure Chaos! Aleron is going to look over it, hopefully soon, and then I will post it to FanFiction. Hopefully I'll find some time to start chapter 4 today, if not, well, I'll get to it when I can. 

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I haven't forgotten you. See? XD. Anyways just mostly wanted to post because I haven't done so in awhile. I really haven't made any progress on my stories, so there. I blame college. My first semester, and 3 weeks in, I'm already working on a term paper... It's kind of hard to remember sometimes though, classes are only one semester long, not two, in college. I'm so used to each class taking up an entire year...

In other news all my Nerf stuff got here. It's pretty neat, though I can think of some ways it could be better. If I could execute what I have in my head, I'd be more than ready for Humans vs Zombies. I first have to install the Orange Mod Works kit (Stages 1 and 2 for Recon CS6). I think I can do it on my own , but I don't have a screwdriver to open up the gun. I'm looking to borrow one, but I don't really know who would have one. Okay then. See you all around!