Saturday, December 3, 2011

I think I need help...

Several things to say...

1. Interest:

My interest in writing has been on a steady decline recently, and that isn't the only thing that's been going down. I've been losing interest in video games, my favorite hobby, as well. In response to the first segment, I've also found myself sleeping a lot more than usual, even when I'm not tired. I just seem to find a lot more bliss in my sleep than when I'm awake.

2. Writing:

If and when my interest gets low enough, all of my stories will come to a screeching halt, and be on hiatus for who knows how long. My stories are also interwoven, meaning that some events in several stories will have the main character of said story meeting another of the characters. This is a bad move on my part since I have to plan way ahead for the events to unfold correctly, and as such go through hell trying to correct even the tiniest mistake. The plot bunnies are also constantly biting me, adding even more stress to what I currently have. Having thirteen stories, and however so many one-shots, is a massive load, even for me.

3. Daily Life:

I'm having to put up with a control-nut sister, who is two years younger than me, that pretty much bites my head off for even the simplest mistake. That pretty much puts a limit on what I can do. She even goes as far as limiting on how much I can eat of something she makes. I also get accused of some things I didn't even do at times, pushing me even further. Not only that, but the 'scars' on my mind keep popping up. Personally, I hate horror movies, and if I happen to walk in while my sis is watching a particularly horrific part, that scene is stuck there forever, making it hard for me to sleep at times. Worse yet, she won't turn it off even when I have to eat. My family has a rule that we can't eat anywhere else other than the kitchen and dining room, yet my sis doesn't give two shits about it, and when said horror movies are on, I have to risk punishment just so that I can eat and don't get another mental scar.

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God....I really do need help....