How does one force thoughts through cement?

Not very easily I assure you. I've sicker than a dog for 6 weeks sad thing is I cannot miss school because it's final's week an i need to be there to pass which is quite painful. i pass out when i get home so I've forgotten to post so here is a post. i'm just glad i'm still managing to pass my classes with the absences I've accumulated. funny thing is when i get really sick my nose starts bleeding a lot which really freaks the people at school out. especially when i don't react to it because don't even notice my nose is bleeding. Eh 'm gong to go lay back down now cause thinking of things to type makes my brain HURT.